As I write this, the Tribe is fighting and leading 5-0. I am not counting wins and losses anymore, its just too much depression. I need to refocus on having fun and not taking this season too seriously as I have up until now.

My life is already overwhelming to worry about the Tribe as much. At 22-32, it looks impossible. It would be easy to give up as I have at times this season. Yet, with the start tonight by the team, one can hope that the team will compete once again now that the cloud of pressure surrounding WINNING has somewhat dissipated. I have resolved that the team may lose 100 games. However, I keep hope that the team can make things respectable once again. We shall see. Remember NO MORE EXPECTATIONS, AARON! I tell this to myself. The less I worry or watch, the better they seem to do and the better my health seems to be lately starting tonight.

I keep this low expectation for the minor leaguers though I want to win with each game I attend. The Captains since the last time I wrote lost a close one 9-8 to the West VA. Power and now had their game suspended 1-1 in the 4th. They will try to get it in tomorrow.

Akron lost 12-5 to Reading yesterday and is losing tonight also. Losing streaks are always tough to be a part of as a player, a coach and a fan. So hopeiully Akron is on their way to winning once again. I still like what I see from their team as they remain 3 games out in front and in first place beginning tonight’s action.

More minors tomorrow.

I just want to give a shout out to the trainers for trying to do their best to get the players back playing again. It is frustrating for all in Cleveland after the Cavs lost to see this team and city struggling so. With all the injuries, It is also a wonder they don’t ask MLB officials if they can have paramedics sit where the ballboys are during games just waiting for the next player to fall to injury. It is hard to see. I know the players are finding it hard to experience. Yet we must fight through it, together as a city as I know the team is also doing tonight. Good luck tonight Tribe! That is all we can hope for.

Now onto finding myself a new career once again. Its what I need to focus on.